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Stenographers After the brief bivouac of Sunday, their eyes, in the forced march of Monday to Saturday, hoist the white flag, flutter in the snow-storm of paper, haul it down and crack in the mid-sun of temper. In the pause between the first draft and the carbon they glimpse the smooth hours when they were children-- the ride in the ice-cart, the ice-man's name, the end of the route and the long walk home; remember the sea where floats at high tide were sea marrows growing on the scatter-green vine or spools of grey toffee, or wasps' nests on water; remember the sand and the leaves of the country. Bells ring and they go and the voice draws their pencil like a sled across snow; when its runners are frozen rope snaps and the voice then is pulling no burden but runs like a dog on the winter of paper. Their climages are winter and summer--no wind for the kites of their hearts--no wind for a flight; a breeze at the most, to tumble them over and leave them like rubbish--the boy-friends of blood. In the inch of the noon as they move they are stagnant. The terrible calm of the noon is their anguish; the lip of the counter, the shapes of the straws like icicles breaking their tongues, are invaders. Their beds are their oceans--salt water of weeping the waves that they know--the tide before sleep; and fighting to drown they assemble their sheep in colums and watch them leap desks for their fences and stare at them with their own mirror-worn faces. In the felt of the morning the calico-minded, sufficiently starched, insert papers, hit keys, efficient and sure as their adding machines; yet they weep in the vault, they are taut as new curtains stretched upon frames. In their eyes I have seen the pin men of madness in marathon trim race round the track of the stadium pupil. 1946 |