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Janet Buck

Janet Buck has a Ph.D. in English and teaches writing and literature at the college level. Her poetry, poetics, and fiction have appeared in hundreds of journals world-wide. In 1998, 1999, and 2000, she has won numerous creative writing awards and been a featured poet for Seeker Magazine, Poetry Today Online, Vortex, Conspire, Poetry Café, Dead Letters, the storyteller, Poetry Heaven, Athens City Times, Poetic License, 3:00AM e-zine, Poetry Super Highway, Carved in Sand, PoetryMagazine.com, Beachfire Gathering, and Café Society. Two of Buck's poems have been nominated for this year's Pushcart Prize in Poetry and she is a recent recipient of The H.G. Wells Award for Literary Excellence.

Janet is one of ten U.S. poets to be featured at the "One Heart, One World" Exhibit at the United Nations Exhibit Hall in New York City opened in April 2000. Her poem "Acrylic Thighs" was translated into five languages and paired with original artwork. The tour will travel to France, Australia, Vietnam, Brazil, and Japan.

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The Poetry of Janet Buck 


Forgiving This Soil 
				
You are face to face with old. 
I need to forgive this soil, 
this drought -- blades of our 
mean flip words, lean 
as a tenderloin 
perfectly shaved 
in order to sell 
to the emptiness. 
Our fat, our grief 
turned upside down 
so no one will see. 
I grab the white, white flag 
of a page, but it trips 
intention into speech. 
I will never have 
a mother in you. 
Its fabric goes raw and bleeds. 

As a family friend trickles 
her blood on the stone of her grave, 
you babble about 
something you bought 
and can't exchange 
at a Brooks Brothers store. 
Is Palm Springs 
the only well you know? 
Where is the rain we deserve, 
the desert our agony earned. 
I turn to a bull 
with pointed horns. 
Wishing the skirt of your flesh 
could promise me more, 
more genuine color. 
Immersion foot from petty ponds, 
I swell with a tear, 
tuck it in socks 
that might have walked 
through rivers of ominous chill. 


© 2001 Janet Buck
Janet Buck     
Telling Time


It's the middle of a road
to nowhere really --
a weekend away from cluttered desks,
sirens of phones 
ringing like buzzing flies.
Clunk, hiss, clunk.
"Shit," you say. "Merde," I say --
as if some French word
rolled off the tongue
can buy us a can of gas.

The cell phone reads: dead space. 
A desert concurs
in unforgiving expanse.
I forgot my watch as well -- 
the one that came 
with four leather bands
I could match to my clothes
like colors of cushions
to shades of a rug.

We steer the wheels
toward cardboard dust,
leaving a trail of tire teeth
wind erases instantly.
Brutally stung by an endless sky,
we limp along as tumbleweeds 
enjoy their waltz. 
A moon comes out
to tell us the sun went down.
I empty my pockets of change,
stare up at last, by force,
at bracelets of evening stars.


© 2003 Janet Buck
 

Passing On 

George died.
At the funeral the priest was speechless.
And so his brother said:

"George was strange.
Wouldn't write with ballpoints pens.
Preferred fountain pens.
Said they really scratched the paper.
Said he could always spill the ink bottle
and fill an empty moment."

George embarrassed Mother.
After they painted the old brick walls of City Hall
gray and white, George sanded for 48 hours straight.
Spent a month in jail for it.

In the white-paint dust on the sidewalk
he inscribed:

"You ought to know you stupid pricks,
It's mortal sin to paint those bricks.
Had God wanted 'em seen in white or gray,
He'd simply have changed the color of clay."

What can I say?

George was odd.
Didn't like women.
Said they flawed his self-sufficiency.
Hated school.
Said there was only one way to spell principle.

In his last dying breath,
George uttered:

"Bury me with my books.
I can read while I’m waiting."


© 2001 Janet Buck  
 

The Hope Chest

"No pain, no palm; no thorns, no throne;
      no gall, no glory; no cross, no crown."

William Penn

Your hope chest was calling my name for years,
but I tottered on thresholds and wept,
too blinded by tears to look for the key.
Feckless and horny for angels to come
in a world just less because you died.
It was my job to sort the wreckage and live.
I gathered my wits, pried the obstinate lock
as if it were winter itself
and seasons were toys of my will.

I bounced myself like quarters
on a soldier's cot, drew a breath,
rifled through layers of dust.
Nervous talons of my hands
came across a hat pin and a letter knife --
sewing scissors, knitting needles --
every memory shaped into a lethal point.
Minutes passed in battle tiffs --
how do you describe a war with triumphs
in the summits of accruing grief
that rise to watch the sadness gloat.

Meadows of death are always coarse,
thistles digging tender feet --
they ache to have a compass there
that sends them home to better times
when smiles aren't mere photographs.
Bullets of gray hailstones fired rounds
against the window's dirty pane
like chopsticks clicking savagely
in protest of an empty plate.
I came across your diary, saved it
for the stalwart hour that never came
when pages would not cut my throat.


© 2003 Janet Buck
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